Sunday, January 07, 2007
[*LeAr.NiNg .t0. bRea.tHe*] ...well, the first week of school , or rather the first three days of school has come and gone. and i realised i have to learn how to breathe in this new situation i find myself stuck in for the rest of the year till my As. i cannot escape or run away from this situation, i'm stuck and all i can do now is to learn to adapt, and adapt fast at that. i'm learning to breathe in my new hectic work schedule, i'm learning to breathe in my responsibilities, i'm learning to breathe in everything i do, and till then when i finally find a way, i guess i'll just keep feeling stress and maybe this stress level might reach to a point where i might suffer a breakdown, but hopefully, i'll find my way before that happens.
anyways, i'm very happy that CCA bazaar for orientation one is over! i'm just so relieved and glad that everything went rather smoothly and our hard work paid off. the last minute notice to the J1s who signed up that day for auditions after school went better than expected, as in a good number of them turned up for auditions and were honestly keen in joining us. we also got the new SYF set piece. haha. it's quite cool and challenging. but i feel that it'll be quite a fun piece to do. yup.
eh. well, EXCO has been under fire lately, got a lot of work coming our way and i'm so scared at the amount of work that we might actually have. it's very frightening, wheni think about how much work i might actually have, including school work and all other stuffs. it's really very scary and stressful.
haha. but anyways, on a brighter note, i'm feeling much hopeful now that i've been able to survive week one. cos this indicates that i'll be alright as long as i trust God and try my best not to stress. haha. also, i guess i'm on a journey of self-discovery this year too. i might just as well discover my limits this year, how much i can handle and everything cos i've never really pushed myself so hard before. haha. i like to keep things simple but i guess i won't be able to do this this year. but anyhow, i'll be able to conquer this year and be a happy person!!! yeah.
i'm gonna work so hard this year and ensure i do very well for As. it's my goal for this year and it's very important to me. so if you see me slacking, please scold me k? i need it and i'd appreciate if you help me to scold me. haha. yup. okies. that's enough for now. take care!
love,
cheryn ...
posted at 1/07/2007 09:19:00 pm
